Wednesday, 21 March 2018

Green Screen

A poem from 2018

This is your life
You can be anything you want to be
You can do anything you want to do
As long as you want it enough

Create your own world
Bring it to life with your words
Speak out your destiny
You're the master of your universe
The captain of your fate

This is a fake life
This is a fantasy

Tell it to a boy living in a slum
Tell it to a girl who can't go to a school
Tell it to a man living on the streets
Tell it to a woman trafficked to a brothel
Their lives are not their own
They cannot be

Tuesday, 20 March 2018

A Bitter Truth

A poem from 2018

Do I love you?
Of course I do!
But the fact remains:
I love me more!

Monday, 19 March 2018

Paraffin

A poem from 2018

Set me alight
To burn through the night

Make me pretty
To add to my witty

Let me glide
With you by my side

Let’s drive away
Every lovely day

Saturday, 17 March 2018

Your Eyes

A poem from 2018

Sometimes I see a hint of madness in your eyes
And it scares me so much
I am afraid that one day
You will no longer be you

Friday, 16 March 2018

Becoming An Adult

A poem from 1995

Where am I?
And what am I doing there?
Do I want to stay?
Where could I go?
And what is the use?
Who goes with me?

Growing up is a lonely thing
Who would do it by choice?
An innocence lost which we never had

The thought slowly dawns
The reality sinks in
Oh this is great!
(exclamation of disgust and mock surprise)

Wednesday, 14 March 2018

Heart of Gold

A poem from 2018

“All I have left is trees and champagne”
A reminder of you to dull the pain
For now there are tears but I'll see you again

You were one in a million
Kindness personified
Your goodness reaping rewards
Your body rotting in the ground

And all I have left is trees and champagne
And all I have left is heartache and pain
A reminder of your absence, my darling

(Quote from Dame Judi Dench)

Monday, 12 March 2018

Cuttlefish

A poem from 2018

All things to all men
Now you see me
Now you don't
Sending off warning signals
Shoots you, sir
This survival instinct
It's dog eat dog out there
A food chain
A pecking order
Know your place
Just let me pass on my DNA
And then I'm outta here

Saturday, 10 March 2018

Ten Commandments

A poem from 2018

Do not
I'm gonna!
Do not
Try to stop me!
Do not
Pffft!
Do not
Up yours!
Do not
Get lost!
Do not
Bite me!
Do not
Back off!
Do not
Get stuffed!
Do not
Shut up!
Do not
Leave me alone!

Friday, 9 March 2018

The Far Canal

A poem from 1986


the breeze causes ripples up
on the quiet waters
silence surrounds us as we lay beneath the bridge
our blue barge ahead
sitting comfortably
let’s begin
the old grey house ahead of us
where we first met
at the bathroom where we shared a bar of soap

green banks holding the water
stemming the tide
containing her
stopping her from overflowing

images of bluecars
and daffodils
caravans and deep green trees
filled the nothingness of my mind as we kissed
we entered our blue barge
and set off towards the old grey house
where we first talked about
gently swaying reeds
and the baby Moses that lay in them
waiting for his princess
to rescue him from the wicked king

the giant oak tree stood tall
ahead of us

a lonely swan was a-swimming
reminding me of me
before I met you in the old grey house
where we first shared our last cigarette

(Four horses
riderless
chewed grass in a yellow daisy-field
while hemlock threatened to poison them
with tales of abattoir
and fir trees)

the sunken countryside around us
swallowed up by the industrial monster
who fills their heads


and hedgerows with barbed wire houses
and cricket fields
that chant telephone numbers
beside the wild dog rose
the campion sits undisturbed
at man’s latest revelation
she stares at me with blood shot eyes
perhaps she’s more afraid than she looks
dressed in the pretty pink clothes
that God gave her

the horizon narrowed
the skies clouded over
as ahead of us was the old grey house
where we first kissed

blurred flowers chained themselves to the ground
amidst signs of “endangered species - do not pick
                                penalty for disobedience
                                                DEATH”
they smirked at us
self-satisfied
while I spied the old grey house
where we first held hands

a red tree
and a signpost
pointed us toward
a windmill
the windmill
turned in disgust at a cow
shouting about at nearby cars

an ancient monument
where Mary gathered flowers and Catholic souls
knee-deep in begonias
her stone calves melted into the ground
I knew I would soon join her if I touched your face once more

West Norfolk thrust itself upon us
gave us no choice in the matter
where reclaimed marshland once stood
there was a backyard of factories
lining the pockets
of devils who had stolen
the firstfruits of nature
for greed and gain

let’s go through this arch
that leads to the Post Office
maybe we can send a letter of thanks
to the old grey house
where we first made love

(postscript - the last two words may be replaced by “drank tea” if that would be preferable to the reader)